Another New Year has started. The second since you went to Heaven... The second year that you won't be a part of. The second year that I have to get through without you.  What an awful year last year was and this year is starting off badly too. I have said a few times recently that I believe you were taken to Heaven months before this pandemic arrived because He didn't want to put you through all these restrictions. He knew the affect it would have on you and the worry it would cause us. You would have been so miserable and unhappy. Not just due to the virus but a few of your favourite carers have gone, your day centre has closed down and we wouldn't have had a proper holiday or the same days out we had. Only a very few visits from your Auntie Lynn too. And of course we would have no doubt ended up in hospital again with a chest infection/ pneumonia which would have been very frightening.  I'm sure you would have handled it amazingly as always. Smiling, dancing and lova...