Grieving is forever.....
Dominic has now nearly been gone for 3 years. 3 years on 28th August. I'm still grieving and I always will be grieving. Each day's that he isn't here is another day longer since I last saw him and I miss him so very much. Every day that he's not here numerous things remind me of him....a record, a film, and the stupidest little things like a food item, a tree, an insect... pretty much everything and anything. At the moment I'm on holiday with my family and my sisters family on a farm near the coast. I can imagine Dominic wheeling himself around the beautiful gardens, going to see the animals, on the beach. I see him everywhere even though he's never been here. It's too painful to go back to places we've been with him. It's painful enough in new places without him. I spent every day with him sometimes a long time, sometimes part of the day and sometimes all day and night. He was my everything and I loved him completely from the day he was born. W...