I can't believe that in just over 2 months it will be a year since my darling Dominic left us. The hole he has left hasn't remotely begun to heal and I dont think it ever will...and I don't want it to. My grieving process has changed and I dont know whether it's how everyone feels, normal, abnormal....Is there a correct way? A way that you are supposed to be feeling at a certain point after losing someone special from your life? Initially and for the first few months I found it hard not to cry. Tears were always there and fell constantly and easily and the ache was permanent and persistent. He was on my mind 95% of the day and it felt like I was walking through a thick fog. Now it's different. It's no easier but it's different. Dominic is still on my mind 95% of the day, the ache is still constant but I'm not crying as much. What I'm finding hard now is that when the tears do come it is more painful, more debilitating and the grief is engulfi...